This few day I always hang with him (:
enjoy-ing my happy time w/ him ((:

A very handsome man (:


Time pass so fast. Its time to start my college
Time to leave my home
Im not sure whats mean of home sweet home
but
I appreciate it
Hope next time I come back
I can renew a very good relationship w/ my family (:


hope all of this
just a new BEGIN of my life (:

Finally ! Today is my last day ~ after this I will become a vagrant until my school start.
Ops, talk about my school! I havent start study yet & I was not sure the feel in TARC ,
Actly I was heard too many adverse comment about TARC
Shall I do some changes?
Well, I wont!　Can or not is my problem! Not school~
If I want, For sure I can do much better~ Bullshit if I blame the school~





my phone getting mad~! Damn it, Hope I can change a phone!
And I found a very satisfy model
samsung galaxy ace s5830

Hope My daddy will support me (:

Happy & Peace

I receive my offer letter from TARC ad (:
Well, I wan to start my college life soon ... My turn to start school
When see all my friends preparing for their college I feel Im look forward to (((:
Another BEGIN waiting me in front
Lets look forward . IM COMING (((:



By the way , I kena National Service on MAY. I have to report on 15th may
What a bullshit !!
hais.. I cant wait for going NS ! I like it so much . I can smell the taste of sunshine
Muahahahahaha :D

S.A.V.E

Time pass fast. Still got 2 more days thn I have to stop my job .
And start prepare my reopen school
My school start on 3rd of may. Omg! It is so shock ::::::::
I can wait for that day (: But when I start my college life, means I no time to work
No time to work means no MONEY to use ><
hais! I like to buy ! buy cloths buy food buy all those cute thingssss
Bullshit. The point is I like to waste money. I work I waste
But now. No work no income and cannot waste anymore..
My dictionary got a new work... S.A.V.E
jUST 2 years! HOLD BACK!!!
FIGHTING !

BACK TO SINGLE LIFE
This decision maybe will make me regret. But I know this is correct way
I know what I did
I feel so sorry to my boy . A professional said before
all of the girl use their time in THINKING
Thinking about bullshit . I begin to agree with him . I will broke up with my boy just because I THINK TOO MUCH
I do not have guts to accept the love of it . I admit Im diffident
I always confused actually what I wan. Heard many ppl said before.: ONLY YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU WANT ! ONLY YOU KNOW HOW TO DO!
OMG! All of this bullshit! My otak is totally blank when something happened!!
But I understand one thing!! Im going a right way!!
:)

I will be more strong.
because of the thing around of me
Is too suddenly
Actually really cant accept
but nevermind
I will smile & laugh
Because I know .. Nobody will care although Im so damn upset
Its cruel
Nevermind (:
Is time to let me learn a lesson
There was no one will accept you. Dont like a stupid tot maybe someone can inclusive you..
GIRL! IS TIME TO GROWTH UP (:

lovely day ::::::::
hehe! I enjoy my stable love with my boy :DD
Finally, I can shout out
I LOVE MY BOY
Thanks god to let me have this relationship
Well. I will appreciate it ........... Hope to have a long love affair with my boy ((:


Omg. Im not feeling well!
It feel suck.. But I still have to wake up early and drive to work
I start hate driving. Do you know why?
I hate jam. And I still cant control my steering wheel as well
hmm, Maybe I should take more driving lesson
Nobody dare to tumpang my car. All give me a shit face after I fetch them
WTF, I will improve it.
please give me some time ):

I really have a very bad headache from yesterday until now
Omg. I feel want to vomit & I have no energy to move
Even just want to go for toilet
I FEEL LIKE MYSELF IS ZOMBIEEEEEEEEEE ::::::::
I took many ACTI-FAST Panadol from yesterday
Omg. It was useless ><''
I have to go fitness later
Maybe will feel better after a strenuous exercise
Better thn I rest at home/. *BORING ==*

Today is the first time I drive car to work by myself
No anybody disturb me or annoying me at beside
I listen to the radio
Hitz fm
Enjoying the peaceful
what a wonderful morning
I like the feeling. It was so free
I can smell the taste of freedom
I can imagine when I growth up I also wan to have this kind of freedom
AND NOW
I miss my boy. A boy that love me too (:

我又手痒网购了
糟糕
几时才能除掉这坏习惯呢?
每次都忍不住
哎呀
破产了啦
T_________T

突然觉得自己真的长大了
做错了事情就要想办法自己解决
已经没有人会体谅我了
因为
我不再是小孩子了
(:

Yayy yayy
just bought a new shoe
look like very noob
my stupid friend say its call FASHION
*vomit
but dont know why I FALL IN LOVE TO IT (:


YELLOW COLOUR IS JINN CHERNG DE
AND ME IS ENGLAND!!
HAHA~
I take ENGLAND not because I love ENGLAND
Is because the colour suit with my skin colour.
T__________T
LOL

决定好了我的人生
我不想再犹豫了
不管读完出来以后会是怎样
我不要再顾虑那么多了
弄得我很pekcek
现在我要努力的是读书
爸妈给的生活费
都是很辛苦赚来的
我一定很珍惜 没想到 已经十八岁了
我还是要伸手拿钱
以后我一定要好好报答
我知道自己在家是讨人厌的小孩
可是爸妈还是供我读书
我已经觉得很惭愧了


一直以来我都觉得 我能自己处理所有事情
不管是多重要的决定
我都不会问爸妈的意见
多数 都是自己决定好了
跟他们报告而已
我以为这样的自己很酷
结果在爸妈眼中 我是一个可有可无的女儿
他们认为我当他们没到!
其实我只是觉得我的决定
没有人能改变
与其假惺惺的问意见 然后再说出自己决定了的事情
我不如直接跳主题
我很固执和冲动
可是我从不后悔
我会自己承担的
静静的 不让任何人知道

在我大笑的背后 隐藏的事情
通常只有我自己知道 ...

Omg.
I just lost my purse by yesterday
and what you guess today??
The police send back my purse to my house and
request rm100 from my dad
is it rasuah ?
And my daddy rasuah back me ><""