感谢身边有个'他'

我 不好
好的 不是我
感谢身边有个他 包容我的不好
之前的不安
因为他的一句话 我觉得什么都无所谓了
对不起 谢谢 ~ ♥

This few day I always hang with him (:
enjoy-ing my happy time w/ him ((:

A very handsome man (:


Time pass so fast. Its time to start my college
Time to leave my home
Im not sure whats mean of home sweet home
but
I appreciate it
Hope next time I come back
I can renew a very good relationship w/ my family (:


hope all of this
just a new BEGIN of my life (:

Finally ! Today is my last day ~ after this I will become a vagrant until my school start.
Ops, talk about my school! I havent start study yet & I was not sure the feel in TARC ,
Actly I was heard too many adverse comment about TARC
Shall I do some changes?
Well, I wont!　Can or not is my problem! Not school~
If I want, For sure I can do much better~ Bullshit if I blame the school~





my phone getting mad~! Damn it, Hope I can change a phone!
And I found a very satisfy model
samsung galaxy ace s5830

Hope My daddy will support me (:

Happy & Peace

I receive my offer letter from TARC ad (:
Well, I wan to start my college life soon ... My turn to start school
When see all my friends preparing for their college I feel Im look forward to (((:
Another BEGIN waiting me in front
Lets look forward . IM COMING (((:



By the way , I kena National Service on MAY. I have to report on 15th may
What a bullshit !!
hais.. I cant wait for going NS ! I like it so much . I can smell the taste of sunshine
Muahahahahaha :D

S.A.V.E

Time pass fast. Still got 2 more days thn I have to stop my job .
And start prepare my reopen school
My school start on 3rd of may. Omg! It is so shock ::::::::
I can wait for that day (: But when I start my college life, means I no time to work
No time to work means no MONEY to use ><
hais! I like to buy ! buy cloths buy food buy all those cute thingssss
Bullshit. The point is I like to waste money. I work I waste
But now. No work no income and cannot waste anymore..
My dictionary got a new work... S.A.V.E
jUST 2 years! HOLD BACK!!!
FIGHTING !

BACK TO SINGLE LIFE
This decision maybe will make me regret. But I know this is correct way
I know what I did
I feel so sorry to my boy . A professional said before
all of the girl use their time in THINKING
Thinking about bullshit . I begin to agree with him . I will broke up with my boy just because I THINK TOO MUCH
I do not have guts to accept the love of it . I admit Im diffident
I always confused actually what I wan. Heard many ppl said before.: ONLY YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU WANT ! ONLY YOU KNOW HOW TO DO!
OMG! All of this bullshit! My otak is totally blank when something happened!!
But I understand one thing!! Im going a right way!!
:)

I will be more strong.
because of the thing around of me
Is too suddenly
Actually really cant accept
but nevermind
I will smile & laugh
Because I know .. Nobody will care although Im so damn upset
Its cruel
Nevermind (:
Is time to let me learn a lesson
There was no one will accept you. Dont like a stupid tot maybe someone can inclusive you..
GIRL! IS TIME TO GROWTH UP (:

lovely day ::::::::
hehe! I enjoy my stable love with my boy :DD
Finally, I can shout out
I LOVE MY BOY
Thanks god to let me have this relationship
Well. I will appreciate it ........... Hope to have a long love affair with my boy ((:


Omg. Im not feeling well!
It feel suck.. But I still have to wake up early and drive to work
I start hate driving. Do you know why?
I hate jam. And I still cant control my steering wheel as well
hmm, Maybe I should take more driving lesson
Nobody dare to tumpang my car. All give me a shit face after I fetch them
WTF, I will improve it.
please give me some time ):

I really have a very bad headache from yesterday until now
Omg. I feel want to vomit & I have no energy to move
Even just want to go for toilet
I FEEL LIKE MYSELF IS ZOMBIEEEEEEEEEE ::::::::
I took many ACTI-FAST Panadol from yesterday
Omg. It was useless ><''
I have to go fitness later
Maybe will feel better after a strenuous exercise
Better thn I rest at home/. *BORING ==*

Today is the first time I drive car to work by myself
No anybody disturb me or annoying me at beside
I listen to the radio
Hitz fm
Enjoying the peaceful
what a wonderful morning
I like the feeling. It was so free
I can smell the taste of freedom
I can imagine when I growth up I also wan to have this kind of freedom
AND NOW
I miss my boy. A boy that love me too (:

我又手痒网购了
糟糕
几时才能除掉这坏习惯呢?
每次都忍不住
哎呀
破产了啦
T_________T

突然觉得自己真的长大了
做错了事情就要想办法自己解决
已经没有人会体谅我了
因为
我不再是小孩子了
(:

Yayy yayy
just bought a new shoe
look like very noob
my stupid friend say its call FASHION
*vomit
but dont know why I FALL IN LOVE TO IT (:


YELLOW COLOUR IS JINN CHERNG DE
AND ME IS ENGLAND!!
HAHA~
I take ENGLAND not because I love ENGLAND
Is because the colour suit with my skin colour.
T__________T
LOL

决定好了我的人生
我不想再犹豫了
不管读完出来以后会是怎样
我不要再顾虑那么多了
弄得我很pekcek
现在我要努力的是读书
爸妈给的生活费
都是很辛苦赚来的
我一定很珍惜 没想到 已经十八岁了
我还是要伸手拿钱
以后我一定要好好报答
我知道自己在家是讨人厌的小孩
可是爸妈还是供我读书
我已经觉得很惭愧了


一直以来我都觉得 我能自己处理所有事情
不管是多重要的决定
我都不会问爸妈的意见
多数 都是自己决定好了
跟他们报告而已
我以为这样的自己很酷
结果在爸妈眼中 我是一个可有可无的女儿
他们认为我当他们没到!
其实我只是觉得我的决定
没有人能改变
与其假惺惺的问意见 然后再说出自己决定了的事情
我不如直接跳主题
我很固执和冲动
可是我从不后悔
我会自己承担的
静静的 不让任何人知道

在我大笑的背后 隐藏的事情
通常只有我自己知道 ...

Omg.
I just lost my purse by yesterday
and what you guess today??
The police send back my purse to my house and
request rm100 from my dad
is it rasuah ?
And my daddy rasuah back me ><""

Yayy.
Today is pasar malam day!
We always meet by today
Coz wednesday pasar malam got a lot of food


And I found something!
and that is my four of ji mui wear the same color of shirt
RED!!!



AND FINALLY we cant finish the food
GUESS what?
Hahaha
We play 十五二十 to decide whoto eat it!



And finally
Meimei eat all~



haha!

Working at site by yesterday
wow. it make me crazy~
lucky work with a group of friends
feel happy and tired


we move all of this to level 3
do you know the weight of one roll?
20 kg ++
T_____________T

Wow. We plan to spamming DAI MEI wall. haha
We SUCCESS finally
see the application~

and this.


Its cool!

谈恋爱了
跟一个不喜欢自己的男生谈恋爱了
被冷漠时
我望向窗口
希望能找到一点点的安慰
告诉自己
没关系
只要你爱他
就够了
没有比这件事更重要了
:)

第一次想去放胆爱一个不同世界的人
没想到
这么快就泡汤
心痛到不懂能找谁支撑
希望能最后一次说爱你

一个人在做工
朋友们都在为明天准备
明天即开心又紧张
虽然生活很忙碌
可是心里却只想着一个人
现在的他已经放学了吧
放学后的他会做些什么呢
谁载他呢
他都和谁在一起呢
我真的不知道
我一昧的喜欢
没有结局的喜欢
可是却很开心 :)

我喜欢上一个人
现在的我
只想传达着不可思议的感觉
可是我们是两个世界的人
要顾虑的事情太多太多
我没有信心他能陪我走
毕竟我不懂他想什么
可是我却好喜欢他 ♥

我好喜欢我做工的朋友哦
从来就没有酱过
出奇的谈得来
虽然常常被欺负 :'(
不过跟他们在一起真的比较开心
可能我们还不了解对方吧
不过我会接受他们的不好与好的
很开心和他们一起工作
我都不舍得停工了
我看
我应该不会走了
:)我要一直和你们一起

如果哭 能解决

我早就大哭一场了

战抖的声音 证实了自己有多没用 :'(

面对很多事 我都希望能找到最好的方法去解决
面对你 我也用尽了方法
算了 走吧 去我看不到你的地方
我不会忘记你 你的不好已经让时间慢慢的从我心里带走了
那我的不好呢？ 还在你的心里??
你太固执了
我对你已经没有办法了
对你我只有遗憾两个字

BORING! I dunno what should I do now.
Everyday live like zombie
play here play there!
ops. forgot to introduce the movie that I watch last night
BURLESQUE !
OMG!!! A very wonderful movie! you will feel regret in you miss it!
no photo upload.
well! wait for next post ;)

今天的工作很轻松
因为老板很早就出去了
也没有吩咐我做什么 哈哈
在办公室闷死了
做到屁股都变大了
唉 有人陪我就好了 ~
想睡觉
zzZZzzzzZZZZZZZZZ...,..

我受不了你的冷漠了
我不爱了
如你所愿 你可以继续爱你爱的人
而我
不想了 做了再多 上天都哭了
又有什么用
感动不了你 我做再多 都是垃圾
我不要停留在一个不在乎我的人身上
一个人吧 至少寂寞 不会痛死

我是笨蛋
只有我在乎 你在乎的根本都是别的男人
你这个重色轻友的家伙
披着羊皮的狼!!
我算什么 一个你认为没有尊严的人吗???
生气的人是我
伤心的是我
想办法挽救的是我
一直等的人也是我
你呢？
只会发脾气的猪头
一个只会弄我哭得笨蛋
你根本不在乎我嘛
我却每次傻傻的把你视为中心
为着你团团转
却发现
没有我
你依然笑 你依然玩 依然开心
你多的是朋友
我没有怪过你
我难过的是
在你心中原来我不是特别的
我的付出像小丑一样可笑
只负责娱乐你

没有了
我一直都没有察觉到 常往外跑得我
只会把家里搞得鸡犬不宁
除此之外 我就再也没有别的用处了
爸爸常对我说 我是一个不讨喜的女生
难听一点就是讨人厌啦
因为太独立的关系
家人从来都不关心我
不管我去哪里 吃饱了没
生病好了吗 都没有人理
孤单的时候 即使想大哭
我也希望旁边有一个让我靠肩膀 还有一对会聆听的耳朵
没有
从小到大都没有
在家被打了 也只能小小声地流泪
怕被爸爸听到 又被爱揍
爸爸今天对我说
天下没有永远的朋友
可是对我来说
没有永远着个字
连家人都赶我走了
陪着我长大的家人都不要我了
我哪里还敢奢求呢